10 april 2010

Annyeong Haseyo!!!!!!!!!!

pagi yang mendung, hujan lebat, sejuk, ada kilat lagi.. bestnyer kalau sambung tidur..

my dad ask me to do some 'kebab' for our breakfast..hehehe i'm ate too much... 3 piece..hahahaha

masa terlalu cepat berlalu. mungkin sebab cuaca yang mendung membuat kita terfikir tentang waktu yang masih awal. banyak kerja yang nak dibuat, saya suka hari sabtu dan ahad sebab ada pembantu yang akan membantu saya membuat kerja rumah..hahaha she's my younger sister..amik peluang buli la..haha no, just kidding..

seperti sabtu yang lalu, pukul 3 petang saya akan menonton 'delicious food all over china',mereka membuat penggambaran di Thailand. rasanya ini kali ke3 slot yang sama saya tonton..haha pukul 4, cerita yang semakin mendapat tempat dihati saya, semestinya 'No Limit'. hari ini tentang pengurus bola sepak perempuan itu memujuk Cha Bong Goon menyertai pasukannya. ada lagi pertemuan semula Cha Bong Goon dengan musuh ketatnya serta rakan sekolah.. sometime, i think.. watak U-know dalam cerita ni menjengkelkan sangat. sebab dia terlalu sengal.. orang macam tu pun ada.. dia lah tu yang terakhir..hahaha

jam 6.30petang, slot Hito yang selalu saya nantikan... bencilah Ting Hui Fan... jadi la tu lakonan dia. tapi tetap tak suka dia... pastu Siang yu ping plak terlalu lembut. kalau saya jadi dia, mesti saya tampar perempuan tu atau saya halau dia jauh-jauh dari hidup saya..huhuhu Yang guo pun sama, otak lembab sangat.... ceh, macam saya pulak pengarah ye... just nak melapaskan geram......huhu geram! geram! geram...

malam sabtu, waktu yang sangat membosankan.. rasanya saya akan online.. bukan rasanya lagi, sememangnya...huhu

sekejap saya lupa, sekejap saya teringat tentang promo JJ hari ini di sg.wang KL... saya tak tahu apa yang belaku di sana. saya tak tahu bagaimana fans lain bergembira... benarkah saya sudah 'bersara' dari menjadi 'Died hard fans'?? sebenarnya bukan sebab saya dah penat menjadi peminat muzik, bukan sebab saya terlalu busy, bukan sebab saya benci JJlin..juga bukan nak save budget... saya cuma tak mahu mengikuti event artis sembarangan lagi... saya hanya akan pergi event yang saya benar-benar minat saje...


saya tak tahu kenapa.. seolah-olah tak ada perasaan pada JJ.. pada muziknya.. seperti tiada perbezaan yang saya harus banggakan. seperti sebuah cerita yang kosong... dun worry, Leehom masih di tempat yang pertama..hehe tak akan berubah.. sebab dia adalah pilihan pertama dan terakhir yang saya tak pernah kesali... the one & only... forever..

9 april 2010

morning..............

so weird when suddenly changed my language to Bahasa Melayu..huhuhu no mood.. no english lor...hehehe dun get mad ohh...

its truly a boring days.. no 'Tasbih Cinta', tiada apa2 pun...

hari ini saya bersarapan burger yang saya buat sendiri.i love its..




semalam saya tengok iklan di tv tentang cerita baru yang akan ditayangkan di tv2 pada hari ini jam 6 petang..tajuknya adalah 'Black&White'... ia seperti cerita hongkong.. tetapi seperti ada bayangan Jay Chou... juga seperti ada bayangan Leehom... tetapi setelah penat berfikir, jaychou atau leehom, tidak ada drama baru.. imposible leehom berlakon drama...huhuhu saya tak pasti ia sebuah cerita yang baru atau bukan, tetapi ia baru sahaja di tayangkan di malaysia. rambut Vic Zhou juga pendek, mungkin drama tahun 2008-2009 di Taiwan..

saya tak sabar menunggu ke petang untuk menonton cerita 'Black&White'.. tengahari, saya online ym sambil menonton guess guess guess... hahaha so funny walaupun siaran ulangan ini banyak yang kurang...hehehe


jam 6.00 petang,cerita 'Black&White' mula, saya terfikir nak termuntah bila pelakon yang saya anggap jaychou itu adalah Vic Zhou.huhuhu tapi dia dalam drama ini nampak not bad... macam hensem pulak dengan rambut pendek kemas dan berkot putih.. saya tak tahu siapa lelaki yang memegang watak Yingsiong.. sekali pandang macam leehom. oh yeah, yang saya pasti, wang chuan yi juga ada berlakon dalam drama ini, dia bercakap dalam bahasa korea.. so hot!!! teringat lakonan hensem dia dalam 'Why Why Love'. walaupun ditayangkan di TV2, dengan channel tv2 saya yang kurang memuaskan... gembira bila ada satu lagi cerita yang hendak dinantikan pada setiap hari saya.
saya cuba mencari maklumat cerita ini di internet...
痞子英雄(black&white), ia mempunyai 24 episode sahaja. rupanya lelaki yang saya nampak seperti leehom adalah Mark Chao. entah, saya pun tak kenal siapa dia..haha tapi saya ingin menjadikan dia 'lelaki ke-9' saya...huhuhuhu semestinya dia harus mengalahkan Hyun Joong (SS501) dulu, iaitu 'lelaki ke-8' saya...hehehe just kidding.. its just my handsome and talented guys list..


drama ini ditayangkan di Taiwan pada April hingga Jun 2009. hanya pada hari sabtu, 9pm-11pm. mendapat 5 anugerah besar di 44th Golden Bell Award..drama ini mengingatkan saya pada drama popular hongkong yang ditayangkan ditv3, 6.00 petang dulu. saya sanggup ponteng sekolah sebab nak tengok Khoo tin lok, Gordon and more... masih ingat cerita popular waktu itu seperti drama detektif hongkong, drama tukang masak.. dan banyak lagi. sebenarnya saya lupa apa tajuk-tajuknya..hehe

tetapi kebanyakan cerita yang ditayangkan dulu, antara cerita hongkong yang terbaik dan saya paling suka..terutamanya cerita bertemakan 'investigation..'.. i love its.. and i miss its..

8 April 2010

today ..

I do not think about what will happen later ..
I do not think about what songs to be heard today ..
I do not think about who is appearing in front of me ..

i just thought .. This day the tasbih cinta was the last episodes for this week .. hahahaha

tomorrow will be a very boring day ...


today I start my breakfast with Kuih Melayu only.my stomach very sick .. so tired.. always go to toilet .. hehe for lunch i just cook 'Sambal Udang'.. i'm so happy when my father and my younger sister love its...

Internet coverage, when the evening began almost crazy ... hahaha

I'm so bored, I took my dinner and watch my favorite horror stories 'Penunggu Gunung Raya' ..Zizan Nin sooo cute .. sometimes, I want to laugh when I watch ghost that .. sometime, it is scary, disgusting, even ridiculous ... huhuhu


after the drama end, I need go to bed .. too sleepy .. although this morning I wake up not too early ... i could not believe when falling asleep while 'Penunggu gunung raya' almost start....

today ..suddenly i miss to hear the Blue song.. miss any of their voice .. remember songs such as' No Goodbye ',' breath Easy ',' if you come back .. and much more ...
really miss them singing together as a bit .. when they choose to sing solo, i'm really dispointed.. they are the best in my list of English group.. i really miss their great combination..

7 april 2010

Wednesday ...

so fast back to the days of wednesday ..

last week, I know JJlin '100天'(Hundred Days) next malaysia promo-tour this week, 10April... I tell my friend, I do not want to go ..

The reason is that I do not want to go la ... hahaha

I really feel lazy to go, more walking, and face other fans there.

Today I asked my friend, he to go with whom? he does not know yet. maybe be alone. I feel bad because not Participating. but I really do not want to go.I edi Retire from the 'died hard fans' world? hahaha just for JJ, I'm still crazy for Leehom ....

this morning, I download many games. but all the games that are too kebudak-budakkan. no adventure... anyone know website to download the game free? please reply me, or send a e-mail .. make sure it is a great game ... huhuhu


Ahhh ........i'm cried when watch Tasbih cinta. but I do not show to others people I'm really sad ... Jojo kneeling in front of Bella, Make me really touched .. Poor Rafi .. he should be experiencing a feeling sad again later ... he is even hero 2, I still love him, because his faces like Chris 8tv.hehehe no la,just because I saw his face not really like Indonesian ..

do not know why I feel so tired and Sleepy .. maybe Because last night I could sleep that 2am, is too late .. hehe

These days too bored with Internet coverage that is sometimes ok, sometimes not.

I go to sleep at 8.30pm ... too early ...

hope tomorrow gave me a happiness .. so much things can exciting me,
so much musics for listen...

6 april 2010

today I got up too early .. which 5.30am .. all because of the room next me its soooooo Noisy .. hehehe

I think it's too early on9 .. 7.30am ..

I just think to download the game .. on9 with friends that already Wake up .. hehe right after breakfast roti canai I still have to finish my daily routine.

life is a game ..

I can not believe how many games on my computer .. maybe around 50 .. huhuhu life is really like video games, sometimes like a novel .. we need Courage to survive. we have to face each item with confidence and peace of mind .. sometimes we also need to color the life of a travel story in the novel. a journey that we plan to be running smoothly until the last time ..

Sleepy and tired too, I think I was unconscious at work .. hehehe lifestyle that is not enough .. hahaha



I can not believe any kind of falling asleep while watching 'man to-4' I love the scene today .. ah ... I'm most likely part of the day for Rafi (man-4), he would tell Bella about his love .. hehehe

i try to download the soundtrack by Ressa, 'regret' .. its so sad and fully a meaning ..

The next day, and much more length. Its seems I have to save energy for next time ..

feel angry when I can not chat with the man-4, Bayu ...
its okay, there is still have a tomorrow and the next ..

nothing is perfect, there is no way the story outlined today .. I only became an Observer for thousands of others people about their life ...

5 April 2010

monday beginning of the day .. very good .. It also deserves his mark during the past left us too ..

no meeting friends who on9 ... all so busy with working and lessons .. I was so busy looking for the port and how to download korean drama that I could not watch like 'Master of Study' .. their cute face made me kept looking and looking ..

suddenly when entering you tube, whether it how this video be expelled .. about a someone who has a very high kedudukkan ..

I try to find and thinking the video motive was there? I asked myself about what was in the womb ...

one by one I see and understand attempts .. between clear and no, I almost drip tears on my own because that would so weird. I am a teenager who sometime so crazy, I am a fanatic on the mandarin and korean musics.. I was never care about other people say and think about me. I am truly a living in my own world ..

but the problem, somehow my heart becomes calm at once. I think why all the people do something like this ... it is something that dropped the maruah my own country and my race. what I need to make as a teenager? what I need to make as a people ..?

I am really sad to see this incident ... I do not endorse mana2 pihak .. but as a person I became increasingly clear with maturity every individual in my side. I know what it is increasingly validity .. I am more afraid of human cruelty .. I am really getting scared to deal with one of them ...

when I read their comments, some mencarut and angry .. There are concur .. There is talk like theirself is a judge or a witness .. I'm really2 terkilan why they were so rude. I asked myself engrossed, those who gave comments, is there a child who does not know to think yet? apparently mistaken .. sememangnya they are more mature than me. why do ya? where the maturity that should be in line with their age? where politeness need to exist in each soul a melayu ..? what I have seen .. all different .. he was as if a new nightmare broken and into my brain ..

I can not continue to think again ..

I just hope they're aware, we have gods who oversee everything, decides everything .. we are just ordinary human beings .. people.. nothing too good, and nothing too bad .. truth and false is not we who decide the punishment and the drop .. who's make any mistake, that their calculations with the gods. if not repaid in the world, would have released in the Akhirat.. we do not de right directly to menunding jari at others while our own is not a very good. is not a very noble ... dont like, just vote out .. like it, go vote in. its so simple ... if the acting and called to say innocent, I think the people make the videos of their sins that if collected would equal level with people who they hate the sin .. if we condemn them with various abrasive words,what the different us with them?

I missed the harmony ... ..
the sense of security from every people being on my side ...
in a country that I love so much ...


Love Peace Musics

:: Miya Ryuiki ::


oh god... i'm late to watch my favourite American Drama.. thats Navy NCIS...i should stop on9 now...


today NCIS story about Tony.. he sooooooooo cute.. and naughty..

4 April 2010

this a boring life .... My Dad woke me up and ask me made some brkfast .. i just want continue my sleep and dreaming..hehehe

eMm ... Sunday was bored ..
no appointment and jalan-jalan .. just sitting at home watching tv ..
i just like its ..

so tired when Everytime only on9 , i should stop its and watch my favorite Japanese drama .. 'Nodame contabile' ..


some people think this the stupid story .. Err for me its just not bad. its about musics journey .. Orchestra .. i learn something about musics ..mybe i can put some scene in my novel .. but of course different story .. all different .. I think the best things if study in music education. learn about classical music, 'Mozart' 'Beethoven' and more about the piano and violin ... bla bla bla .... it seems it requires a very high interest .. yeah like Leehom ..


at 4, a new korean drama replace 'coffee Prince' .. eMm glad I do not know or menyampah. I do not really like TVXQ, or u-know ... but I think I look a bit better with this new drama and think about his acting talent .. eMm, when I watch it, maybe not bad.just dis drama u-know need to look a bit over-scaled. forget its .. overall okay la ..




Sunday is the day I was busy.hehehe yeah, like businesswoman ..hahaha actually start at 3, I came to my television .. At 5, guess guess guess .. ordinary kind, funny until my stomach want to burst of laughter. 6:30 o'clock pm, of course, ho chack .. I like to eat right .. so this one eating channel which I love ..

arghh! suddenly i tempted to eat kimchi korea when watch the story of amazing world .. ... ... kimchi kimchi kimchi ... yum, yum ... I never thought the Korean kimchi requires a lot of material. I ever did its before, hahahaha disgusting ... so weird ... lastly I need to throw out from the house ....ahaha


at 8:30 pm, ultimate power group .. I do not like the first season because 'friend' that won.. their performance is not great anywhere. just okay ... dis season two, I do not know who I like .. possible Charm and Storm .. Super bang em might as well .. just do not over confident so..



be respected artists as talents,
loved him because of the low-profile,
and the inspiration because of the great music ...